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Secondlife is a strange world!
Honestly though
post pubblicato in Diario, il 2 luglio 2015
I even forgot this place even existed...
I am sorry, many things have changed, I think I should update you all.

First things first, if you want some infos about me you should visit my other blog (mixed italian and english but, mostly italian): https://keishiroyukikaze.wordpress.com/

If you want to see some of my official and SRS pictures you should visit my flickr: https://www.flickr.com/photos/keikojishi/

If you wan to read some crazy shit and see some stuff I post even for fun, like I used to do here, you should read my plurk: http://www.plurk.com/keikojishi

These are the most updated "pages" you can find around.

Then, about my second life...

Well.


A lot of years passed by and that world itself doesn't even look like it's the same place.
As voice arrived, many things started to be more realistic, and this was both a good and a bad thing.

Many people from my oldest times in secondlife left or changed avatar. Some came back recently, and I'm glad.

Many of us changed in many different ways, we grew up, we had a lot of experiences, our lives went on in a way or another.

I feel like I've been in some kind of strange enviroment when I used to logon very often in SL. It's not like that anymore, and I guess I'm spotting the difference and the way this is affecting who didn't take their time to pause from this crazy and wonderful world.

Since a lot of things happened, my house is no longer very full of avatars to visit, even if I still have some very precious friends.

I'm recently trying to boost the forum's land a bit because I really wish I could create some nice meeting spot for everyone, without having to make parties dj sets and sex lands or anything really, just for chatting and messing around, for everybody to use.
It used to be like that for a lot of years, but some drama definitely broke the good mood. I hope I will show the old and new people from that community that this can actually be fixed, and things can actually go on without stupid conflicts over everything.

I really hope so.

But yeah, let's meet inworld, if you're still checking this oldass thing, you actually want to know something I might tell you myself.

You'd be surprised to find how much I changed.


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Doesn't matter WHAT I am...
post pubblicato in Diario, il 25 settembre 2008
 
As long as I am WHO I am.



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Try my best
post pubblicato in Diario, il 21 febbraio 2008
I will try my best to make my SL go on in a way.

I've been owned really bad by the depart of my dear brother, and due to the sudden, neverending changes I didn't want to occur (in both 1st and 2nd lifes), something definitely broke up inside of me.

I'm healing from this mess, step by step.

I have a land on my own, finally, and I placed my home there. I don't have too much prims, but I'm in mainland, and I use my house mainly to showoff my work as photograph and furniture builder. I also chat with costumers there.

If you want to see it, it's open to public, so feel free to visit it: http://slurl.com/secondlife/Croix/8/7/61

I started up a private cooperation businness as graphic designer, and I have quite a lot of work to do. This keeps me busy and fired up, in a way.

I don't have a relationship anymore, since Laika left me I decided I'd better stay alone.
... I quite changed my mind about it, but not so much to try anything with anyone for now.
Sometimes I miss always having somebody around, to share my SL with.
Sometimes I definitely don't.



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CC & AI 's Wedding goes BANANAS!!!
post pubblicato in Diario, il 15 dicembre 2007



Hot Bananas...




Banana Kiss...





A father's pride




Martinazza




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Friends, Photography & Art...
post pubblicato in Diario, il 3 dicembre 2007
VANITY




ANDY... AND I MEAN, ANDY.




ANDROGYNY





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My first SL birthay!!!
post pubblicato in Diario, il 29 settembre 2007
... and 100 of these days, as we italians say.

It's ALREADY a year I'm here!!! (A year and 10 days to be more precise).

Here's a shot of us in a giant chocolate bar...

Ash and Kerubina watches Sumi while she's eating X3. And the feet you see... well, that's me. Chocolatowned.



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Paused
post pubblicato in Diario, il 25 settembre 2007
Many things has changed since my last post.

The warm happiness of a bond
The warm happiness of being blind.

Blind about my life, for a long year...

"I will try... to fix it".

Yes I will, and I'm taking a big break from SL in order to do it... without leaving my friends for it, of course.

But let's talk about pictures...


Abigale



Ash


Alice


Antonello the day of his wedding


Wedding kiss between Fiona and Marcoaurelio


Cute and colourful


Kerubina


Dafne


Darian "The Priest"


Ebe the day of his wedding with Antonello ^o^


Ash Again... Recent


An old friend who got definitely better ;P


Fata


Fiona in her dress


Old group shot of an old wedding. Ash Juste and Alina


Helmer


This picture is not by me... But it's Tosh, Juste and Alina. Bro, you always been the best, the mind behind our deliriums, the most beautiful, no matter how many skins I changed XD. I miss you like hell.


Juste and Klavy, in a crazy night. Can we call it being stupid, or being able to face the past?


Lola


Lola again


Lucia in her bad clipping hairstyle


Andreas' second wedding (With Shina, already devorced)


Morgause


Elf, cat, or woman?


Paol Oh, the one and only



Patty


Publio!!! I know this man from 11 long years and it's been so great to meet him again on SL!!! I'm always so happy when he's around ^o^


Marcoaurelio


Venusya in a version I really like. Don't you agree?




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Let's sing my news...
post pubblicato in Diario, il 10 agosto 2007
I'll chose a song for each situation I'm living. Just because I want.

Love: - Error, there's no love here. Skipping >>


Friendship:


L'arc~en~Ciel - Jojoushi - (Complete english translation)


Sex:

Blur - Beetlebum


Enemies:

Linkin' Park - One step closer


Psychological Health:

Linkin' Park - Somewhere I Belong




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Single...
post pubblicato in Diario, il 7 agosto 2007
Some people believes I'd better stay single, 'cause of my nature... I start to believe it too.
I'm flirty, I care too much about my friends, I can't stand jealousy and if I don't feel free to do whatever I want, I feel trapped and frustrated.
I can "love" more than a person at time, being really deeply involved, expecially with friends I know from a lot of time, but I never really fall in love with anyone since 4 years ago.
I also can't resist when I'm tempted and that's NO good, so I agree with most of people telling me that...

But sometimes, doesn't it sound a bit too heartless?

That's how I am, somebody says. Somebody who doesn't mind other people's feelings.
It isn't true at all.
Sometimes, I mind 'em too much instead.


------------------------- ASH'S SL BIRTHDAY PICTURES!!!! -------------------------



Sumire Michinaga




Klavy Joffre




Klavy & My SL Grandmother




Jasmin Kyong




Jasmin Kyong 2




Ash! Isn't she BEAUTIFUL? That's my favourite Ash Scanlan's avatar version X)




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Propagandistic Tandem
post pubblicato in Diario, il 29 luglio 2007


Giulia, Juste, Kei e Antani...



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Villains of Secondlife........ LOL
post pubblicato in Diario, il 29 luglio 2007

Shen !


I met him at Parioli sim a long time ago, he logins not very often, but I always consider him a good friend... I always remember him.

Some people seem to think his an alternative avatar of a very smart girl, and insist harassing him saying stuff like "You're her!!! Confess!!!"


Lola !


One of my oldest italian friends on Secondlife. She was one of the many people I met thanks to Joey and Toshiya. I always bug her with my paranoid toughts I don't have guts to tell to anybody else.

Apparently, some people thinks she's a manipulative evil and cold woman who doesn't care about anyone and uses everybody as pawns for her plans. <.<;;;


Juste !


Despite the picture, LOL... I swear, he's one of the most damn Lawful Good people I ever known. I damn swear.
He always wants everybody to be happy, even despite of his own happiness. He always tries to search for a solution, so that everyone can smile around him.

Some people seems to think he's an evil master, and he reigns his great kingdom of lies with his merry hypocrital and manipulative blind cold friends (me), and if somebody tries to get too close to him, he/she will end up desperate and with a broken heart... Well... roflmao!



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Lol ;D
post pubblicato in Diario, il 25 luglio 2007
Kei:          You know I don't like to leash people, bro. If someday something wrong will happen, and you'll leave SL, I won't be angry.
Jus:          Oh, you don't like to leash people, do you? *puts on his collar slowly...
Kei:          ....... err...... let's say I don't like to *psychologically* leash...
Jus:          ahahah OWNED!



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A long time ago...
post pubblicato in Diario, il 20 luglio 2007


A Jazz club, a pianist plays a sad song, I'm trashed totally drunk on a table. Suddently lights turn on, and a man in a suit starts to sing.





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Trashed...
post pubblicato in Diario, il 13 luglio 2007
... and ready.

See you when I'll be back.

---------------------------------------------------------------------
And in the end my worth for you all is always the same



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Fading lines
post pubblicato in Diario, il 10 luglio 2007
Don't cross the line, don't cross the line...
Don't break the rule, don't cross the line.

The line fades
it fades
it fades

Voices
windows to a different dimension

Don't cross the line, don't open my door.
Don't make me open your doors.

I don't want to hear, I don't want to feel your pilots.

All I want are words I can give the voice I want to.
Bodies changing without limits and without fear, giving me the right atmosphere

Writing has no accent
Writing is speaking with soul

But this is another story, yes it is.

Don't cross the line Kei, you already did too much.
Look into my eyes, what are you thinking?

Sometimes, some very rare times, I admit, I admit...
I wanna cross the line.
But I won't.

Will I?



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Oh, lol...
post pubblicato in Diario, il 4 luglio 2007
Toshiya: Kei, you're getting worse lately...



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Pictures... as usual!
post pubblicato in Diario, il 2 luglio 2007


My brother.





As picture says, Mikaz. He's a very smart and lovely guy.





That's what happens when everybody starts to WEAR a chair in a no rez zone.





And that's what happens when two idiots die on a tandem.



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Eee?
post pubblicato in Diario, il 21 giugno 2007
Forum is giving me some headacke, but I'm trying to get over it.

I'm a bit stressed, I suspect a friend is starting to avoid me and make it look like I'm the one avoiding him. Confusing, but reasonable.
Nearly nobody is ready to face my way to act, at first. My way not to send messages if I don't get messages, my way to stay silent and away even from my best friends ever for months, then showing up when there's something relevant to tell.
I wonder if there are another reasons, sometimes I find him pretty acid. I have to talk with him.



-------------------------------------------------------------------

Toshiya: Kei you remind me Penelope.
Kei: Penelope?
Toshiya: Waiting for Ulisse to come back.
Kei: !!! XD *shouts "I'm not waiting for any Ulisse!!!"
Toshiya: Aren't you?
Kei: *Laughs

--------------------------------------------------------------------





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Qualche scatto...
post pubblicato in Diario, il 19 giugno 2007


Survivors of a nuclear apocalypse




Kya... Sweet face, strong attitude.




As the pic says: Forum gathers suspicious people in strange places...



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Endless nightmare
post pubblicato in Diario, il 19 giugno 2007
Everytime something changes... I risk to lose something.

That's life.

First and second.



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nothing more
post pubblicato in Diario, il 16 giugno 2007
My secondlife as Single has the good old taste it used to have before.

Chatting with new people, helping 'em out, hanging around with friends... I sort of missed it, I was stuck between some crappy shojo manga-like stories, and I'm happy I am not anymore.

I watch lots of couples, they're happy and they're always together, I'm happy for 'em, but I don't feel bad or out of place 'cause I'm single.
I want to focus on hanging around and do funny stuff with my friends... nothing more.





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... =*_*= ...
post pubblicato in Diario, il 9 giugno 2007


Sumire *___*




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Eww... oiled skins
post pubblicato in Diario, il 3 giugno 2007
Do you know something I hate?

These clothes to apply due to make skins look "wet". Expecially on women. Why the hell should you put that "oiled" effect that looks like "plastic wrap" filter on Adobe Photoshop?
Do you think it enhanches your body in a sexy way? I only see white "light effect" things on your boobs and legs that really aren't supposed to be there.

It looks ugly and crappy, not realistic at all and definitely not sexy.

Most of these also has the issue you can't wear underpants on it, so legs are oiled only in the "socks" area, and if you have a skirt, it's really a bad effect.

Trash and that crap !!! How much did it cost to you?



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Wind of change
post pubblicato in Diario, il 2 giugno 2007
New house, new profile.
Maybe I started to realize I should react and rebuild again my secondlife.

Something has to change, I need fresh air.
And I'll do anything I can to bring everything that's not "pollution" in my new second life.

Wish me good luck.



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As if...
post pubblicato in Diario, il 23 maggio 2007
As if you're hurt, but you're not.

As if you're about to react, but there's nothing to react to.

As if you're on the boiling point of everything and nothing at the same time.

That's the way I feel tonight.



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Tonight
post pubblicato in Diario, il 23 maggio 2007
Tonight could have been a good night, but I must admit.

I passed a great part of my SL telling the other people to be someone, inworld, who can live by and for himself, not relying on a single person, not trying to model their world around the good relationship they had with another avatar.
'Cause it happened to me, and I had to re-do everything from the start, once, maybe twice.

I tought I didn't do the same mistake again, but I must admit.

Things tastes different without you, 001.
Maybe they're not completely bad, but definitely not that good.

It's... doom.
Every delirious night ends up in a collective shrug, not a good laugh, not a good talk or ride. I feel as if something's missing *inside* me.

How could I have tought about that possible "solution"? I get crazy here when you're not around... I feel broken everytime I fear...
No, there must be us, and then the metaworld will obey.
That's the way it should be done.

What's 002 without 001?

Just Kei?
Just a broken Kei?



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Girls!!!
post pubblicato in Diario, il 21 maggio 2007


Katrina, Ash, Lola and Dafne



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Empty
post pubblicato in Diario, il 15 maggio 2007
Tonight I came back in my room after a long day of work on the forum. While I was walking trough the house, on the stairs, I tought "I wonder if he took away his stuff from the room", giggling, nearly sure he didn't.

When I got back home, I realized he did.

...

Silly little me, it was normal, since he will have another room, and afterall, do you remember what you've done?

'Cause you did it, right?
Did you realize what you've done?

Maybe you realized just now.
How does it feel?

...

It burns.

There was no trace of me, no, there wasn't anymore.

I didn't mean to hurt him or push him away, I just wanted to make things clear, I just wanted us to be honest with each other...

Something was different in the way I felt his feelings, something was less intense.

I didn't want to make him think I'm about to forget about us as if he was a loss of time. As if I didn't care anymore. As if I didn't jump or smile inside when I see his eyes in a picture, or as if I stopped caring about every word he said, or liking every side of his wonderful soul.

...

People told you they would be surprised if you didn't care. That you'd be simply not human.
You've been surprised, have you?
You faced the cold glance of your eyes, your outer face you hate so much, so cruel, so indifferent, so cold.

And now, you should be happy.
You start to feel bad, so you're finally a human again.

Something seemed to eat your stomach when you read that mail, and now you feel the emptiness.
You check what's "public" of his life, and you still feel the emptiness.
You check what's inside you to pull it out, and it hurts.

...

Sometimes people desire the perfect relationship.
A bond that's not a chain, a love that's not forced in any way, a trust that's impossible to break, an happiness so strong and so real.
Something nothing could take away.
Like friends, hand in hand, trough the big journey of the world.
It's even possible, in a world where the road to cross has never really parted.

...

But if you think about it, isn't it terrible?

Leaving someone is accepting the fact that somebody, one day, will be more important than you, no matter what.

And it doesn't matter if you wanted it or not.
It will hurt, it will hurt again. 



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Speechless...
post pubblicato in Diario, il 21 aprile 2007
... and it's hard for me to be.





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I'm so sick of all this story...
post pubblicato in Diario, il 17 aprile 2007
Yeah yeah yeah
always complaining, complaining, complaining.
How unlucky you have been
How painful it is
How worth of all this he was
Aaallright.
Then why did you complain? Why couldn't you just stay where you were?
Why as always must I be in the middle of all this matter, why why, fucking why?

Why telling all this to me?
Didn't I spit blood? You don't have a fucking idea.
It's not like I appeared from nothing and started to have such a good friendship from no basis, just being happy and selfish as I appear to be.
I had to be careful, to be caring, to force myself not to act in a way that disturbed him, not to be an annoyance, but trying to be more than everybody was, anyway.
I had to use all my patience, all my tactic, everything, everything.
I never cried, never complained, never tried, never did anything I felt like doing.
Then you popped out from nowhere and he started to trash us all for the sake of your damn moral intergrity, fuck off.
What did you want?
What do you want now?
Why do you still cry and cry and cry like the poor victim of the situation?
Why do you still cry to my ear, MY ear!!!

Now I know I can't even run and tell him to stop. I tought I did, but maybe YOU did, the last time.
You you you you why should YOU be the one telling him not to leave ME alone?
Why the hell do you have to!!!
Why couldn't you just continue to drown your brain in lack of common sense as when I met you?
Now I'm getting crazy, crazy, crazy and I can't do ANYTHING, I can't do ANYTHING, I can't do ANYTHING!!!

Go on, go on, go on, take away my best SL friend and keep crying.
Keep crying.
Keep crying.
Keep crying 'cause damnit damnit
That's the least you can do in my eyes right now!!!

CRY!!!!

CRYYYY!!!!

Do you think I'm happy?
Do you think I'm fine????
Do you think I don't want to shout and do everything, everything to make him stop?

CRY!!!
For you for him for this, for everything!!!
Cry for me too, since I can't do it.



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